today was hard i din't get to talk to him and i realy needed to. I'm stressed He told me not to worry and not to stress but it's so hard not to. I sat down and looked around at the mess and boxes that i had to pack it into and all i wanted to do is cry. I want him to be able to wrap his arms around me i want to be able to have him hold me close and tell me not to worry and not to stress. I feel like i can't breath. I feel like one day without talking to him my walls are closing in. Its so frustrating because i'm not some weak women who cant carry on when my husband is deployed. I'm a soldier myself i know how the military works. that's whats so frustrating because i have to fix my paperwork in the personel section so we can live together, start our family but clayton hasn't helped. Thats frstrating all in it'self i'm hoping he'll be able to get and fill out the paperwork and send them back with hopfully a little money to pay for the proxy stuff.
turned out we didn't do the proxy thing
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