three days and no word

.so about three days ago my husband was simi bragging about the alarm on his post going off, which in the back of my mind means that he is in serious danger even though it might not be anything at all well i havn't gotten to talk to him in about three days and i've been worried to be honest i've been going out of my mind. and after the inecial fear that he could be hurt i started worrying about what if he's changed his mind and has decided to leave me. i don't know which scared me more. i miss him so much and i worry about him and i worry about us. it's so hard doing this apart thing when we've been apart for soooo long and our relationship hasn't been a real relationship. i'm scared more than anything of losing him expecialy after i've commited myself to him in each and every way. I'm scared of him getting hurt or dying. i don't know what i would do if i ever had to go thru thinking that i would never see him again, if i thought i would never see his silly grin or that spark in his eye i would be lost. i've never loved somone like him. we have been through soo much and we are still trying to make it work that is real love. i love him thruogh it all even though at some points i didn't show it. i'm just so scared of losing him and the past three days with no word has been hell because i thought that one way or another i might of lost him.