words unsaid

so i'm learning... how not to say the words i want to hear. I'm always the one who tells clayton i love you and i miss you and i wait for him to echo the words back. so i'm holding back the words until he relises that i'm not saying them. then he'll start thinking about it and wondering why i'm not saying it and hoping that he will relise i want to hear the words just as much as he's missing me saying the words. the book i've been reading talks about the way to tactfully get what i want without being the nagging wife. its not easy i want to bitch about how he never tells me the romantic things he used; or how he never does anything romantic like he used to once apon a time. I'm giving him time and praying that he would start doing those things again. I miss him and i'm trying to be the best wife i can be.